God's Peace and Coffee

It is always hard to look in the mirror and realize

there are somethings you haven't dealt with

esp when you like to think these things are in the past

I never really thought it was important for ME to deal

with these things

since I was so strong

not quite as strong as I thought

feelings are feelings

regardless of how strong one can be

Now, I'm learning so much, and trying to learn to be

totally healthy in the process

I need God's peace

and some coffee

Your Path

IF you are feeling stuck, try to take a step back, pray and listen. Sometimes, the things we think can't be fixed, can be fixed! Sometimes, we put roadblocks in our own paths to avoid the fear of finding our dream and having to follow it. We are never too old or busy to learn something new.

Please think about it and answer. Here is my question...What is the one thing you wish you would have pursued but didn't and why? I would like feedback.

Thanks! I'll share mine with you soon.

Thinking

Sometimes I wonder exactly what the outcome of my life will have on others. I hope it is good. I hope my kids learn quickly what has taken me years to learn. I hope they are confident and don't have to go through some of the things I did.

All I (or any of us really) can really hope and pray is that by sharing my experiences and teaching my kids to be open and share, it will help others.

Life can make us feel alone. Really we aren't alone at all. God loves us and made us all unique and special. we are all needed in order to make this world a better place. artwork by Cara :)

How

how do we listen?
with our ears, eyes or hearts?
all of the above teach us
if we are paying close attention
learn from everything

Learning Lessons

Everything is a lesson

I will take it as such

life without lessons

wouldn't amount to

much.

God teaches me daily and I am thankful for that. Grateful for people who love me and stand by me not matter what.

If I can share one thing with you this week.....ALWAYS listen to you intuition about people. It will not be wrong. It is the "God voice" in your head...

God's Clues

The answer is there if you are still and listen. Learn from the journey...the journey gives you what you need when looking for the answer. God's little clues.

I'm Listening

Without Words

Sometimes there are things

that words can't describe

feelings that can't be

put into writing

they are there but

I can't really find

any words so

I stay quiet but

feel the need to write

anyway

to try to make sense

of things in my head

that do not make

any sense

Which Way

It was almost clear

or so I thought

the path

I was supposed

to walk

but now I

don't know

which way to turn

do I have the

energy to learn

I don't know

LeArNiNg

I am learning to accept

certain things

about myself that

may be difficult to accept

but once accepted

I can use it to

help people or

encourage people

who need it

it is really okay

Last Year

Here is one of my first writings from last year. It proves confidence can grow when you have the right help and are following your path. After we filmed Supernanny, I had to make sense of a lot of emotions.This wasn't easy for me but it is best to feel it to move past it.....then, you will be able to see it in others and help them.
So, this is from last year when I had MUCH to sort out. I hope you can see how my confidence has grown.......even if is hasn't always been easy!!! It is short but to the point. :) I am talking about the NUMBNESS!!

where did is start
maybe years ago
it grew to be huge
but i didn’t know
why can’t i just happily move on
to a friendlier place