as I sit down to write

In a field of bright yellow flowers
I sit down to write
 why has it taken you so long? he ask
I don't answer
then, I say, sometimes I get off track and lose my way
I struggle to see you but I can't see the white through all the clouds
 things get in my way, feelings of the past abandonment
He says "the white is nearer than anyone knows"
 The white starts shining brighter as it hugs me.
God then says, "I will never abandon you"
 Then the white turns to a bright royal blue and fills my heart
I'm shaky but feeling loved, not quite strong but on my way...
 never to be lonely again

the Field

 I see myself standing in a field
 a few years ago the picture in my mind
 seemed black and white
 now is is color and I feel

 free!

Let Your Heart Grow New Painting

Let your heart grow...

Swirling

sometimes the sky

reveals what is

going on in

my mind

the swirls

the different

colors

wanting to

mix together

and make

a

beautiful picture

to share

with others

to spread peace

and

Happiness

The storm

Look for the gifts after every storm....

My View

To be inside looking out

is strange

Can I help you

with what I see

do you even need

to hear from me

maybe I should

keep it to myself

since

the colors I feel

are all too real

but no one has to know

does it even matter

is it for me to show

maybe

but I don't know

The Peace Angel

This one is quiet......

a story- written a few months ago

“Good day” said the king, “I have something for you”. “I’m giving you colors purple, yellow and blue”.
”The purple will cover an oversized chair”. I said to the king “Oh, I can’t sit there”. “Don’t be silly”, said king “you’ll fit it just fine, remember the purple has always been mine”.
”With yellow the walls will radiate light”. “oh, king I’m not sure, it may be too bright”. “Don’t be silly my child, this yellow is for you”. “Now quickly lets move on to the blue”.
”The blue is electric it holds you in place, it’s firm and supporting, and it resembles my face”.
With that the king went away in a snap. Once there and now gone, I felt strangely alone.
He left me feeling confused but ALIVE. “what should I do , how can I survive”?
I’ll embrace the colors the king gave me with love and I’ll use them wisely with guidance and help from above.