Well, I have decided that today will be the first day of a new beginning for me. If I don't change something the depression will win and that CAN'T happen.
With the help of my friend Debby who never, ever, ever,ever, ever gives up on anyone, I am going to change a few things.
The first thing I need to change is my outlook because it sucks. I'm already in the process of changing that one.
The second thing I need to do is pray. I don't mean some legalism crap, I mean pray and have a relationship with God. I let depression completely take over this part of my life and I lost hope.
Thirdly, I am going to get some sort of exercise everyday. This I did promise to Debby and my friend Brenda so I have two people holding me accountable on that one.
Life is too short for me to go on feeling this way. I have to take measures to change it. If I fail, I will let you know and start all over.
In all honesty, I am writing this and starting the plan without real confidence it will work. I have faith that God wants me healthy and that is what is helping me. I want to keep it real in how I feel. I have hope but not a lot of confidence YET.
Thanks Debby! Love you bunches!
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